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♥ Monday, November 16, 2009
who's that in the mirror?
i was listening to landy's new album,
& she was introducing this song "wo quan dou xiang xin" (i believe everything),
saying she wants to beat a track from her previous album that was such a big hit, "sha gua" (fool).
but i found another song even more awesome!
probably because i am able to connect better with this one instead
(especially the fact i dont believe everything just like that.)
so here it is:
Landy Wen - Ci Wei (Porcupine)
温岚 - 刺猬
最后一抹的微笑
the last smile
在转身之后 我闭上眼哭了
before i turn away, close my eyes & cry
仅存的一点点骄傲
the last bit of proudness
华丽的外表 终于丢掉
the gorgeous exterior, it's all thrown away
很彷徨很孤单 是寂寞或悲惨 一个人该怎么办
feeling lost, lonely & miserable, what should i do alone
#像是刺猬般防范
as defensive as a porcupine
伪装的勇敢 不轻易让你看穿
not letting you see through the courage i feign
我以为可以很坦然
i thought i can be calm
面对分开时 不觉得伤感
not feel the sadness when i face our separation
然而将灯关上 一片无声黑暗 心痛的大声呼喊
but when the lights are out, it's quiet & pitch dark
the heartache screams out loud
*我想我没那么坚强 每个女孩其实一样
i guess i am not that strong, & every girl is actually the same
渴望着爱情的好 渴望被拥抱
longing for the good in love & being embraced
却都害怕爱让人受伤
but still afraid of how love can hurt
承认我没那么坚强
admitting that im not that strong
不过是一而再的逞强
it's just pretending to be strong time & again
小心将情绪收藏 比傻瓜还傻
keeping my emotions away cautiously, sillier than a fool can be
刺猬的坚强全都是假象 哭吧
the porcupine's strongness is all just a facade, just cry
Repeat #, *, *
i tried my best in translation,
but im just not thinking straight today.
& the easiest words are the ones so difficult to translate :/
& i wanted to highlight the parts where i felt strongly towards,
like what i usually do in every other songs i posted.
but i realised i highlighted almost every line,
so i decided not to.
you get what i mean, yeah?
loved; 2:15 PM
♥ Friday, November 13, 2009
i am not in love with you.
sometimes,
i feel really out of place.
like, am i living in the right place/right time?
is it me, or is it just everyone around me?
you know how i dont like hiding my feelings,
& you do know how i would like to love everyone.
but people just dont get it, do they?
im just someone who has a lot of love to share.
statements like "hey dearest" or "you know i love you"
left many people i know in these very weird moments.
do you have to be in a boy girl relationship love, to actually love someone?
can people just stop imagining me being in love with them?
the kind of love you would think, does not come easy.
it's easy for me to like a person, even people at the same time,
but to fall in love, it's harder than you think.
& if i am really in love with you,
you will never get to know, until i feel it mutual (:
so please, do not complicate me.
just take love as it is,
don't you love your friends?
i'm not going to refrain myself from showing love,
the world's becoming so selfish.
Labels: love
loved; 10:37 PM
♥ Wednesday, November 11, 2009
this is love.
yesterday was my awesome 19th birthday.
i was actually upset with the fact that it fell on my hated day of the week - tuesday.
& the fact that i was going to have classes from 9am - 4pm :/
but it turned out pretty well!
met up with bacommers after school at makan place
(ronald, glenn, nigel, jinkang, ivan, jason, kit, tyty, darren, zul, brandon, rubin, jessica, sheauyun & atiqah)
credits to ronald for calling up people! (:
it was really one big heck of a surprise.
it's such a contradiction having glenn as dearest twinnie, oh boy.
he became the mastermind, manipulator & instigator of all the dares & sabotages of the day ):
so i had to sip my cake with a straw,
then get my face (especially my nose & TEETH) smashed into the cake & knocking onto the table,
then go around asking people to wish me happy birthday,
then annoy the dessert stall lady by changing my orders so many times & walk away,
then make calls to my mom & leonardi telling them random & sick stuffs.
THANKS AH, EVIL TWIN.
& i remembered making your birthday a really lovely one!
rawr.
met up with beatty clique for dinner at suntec city (leonardi, charmaine, jolene, nicholas, jerrold, wendy, guankai, shunli & bala)
credits to leo for coordinating the whole thing! :D
it was all nice & simple, the way i like it.
i love sitting there listening to their random conversations, dumb things they say at one another & laughing out loud throughout the night (:
thanks for the present, my favourite loved ones!
leo, please stay awesome okay?you've been extremely nice today & i love you big time for that :D
& thanks for being there when im darn bored or when i need to rant.
BIG HUG, BIG GRIN.
thanks for all the birthday wishes,
be it on facebook, msn or text messages (:
i hope i replied to all, & i want to note them down on my blog,
so hopefully, i didnt leave anyone out.
the early wishes:
joelin
gideon wong
jerald
janice
eugene
xingxian
dan
hsunhao
the day of love:
ronald
qingfu
shunli
eliseus
mohsan
kit
jerrold
liying
matherine
charmaine
kahkit
debbie
sheauyun
zul
bala
beishan
rubin
shermin
ryan wei
dingren
ruslan
jeffrey quek
amanda goh
sharon seah
eileen ang
eugene lee
nigel
brandon
dave
desmond koh
glenn lee
teck khang
klifferd
clarence kow
daniel tan
hakim
rendall
dominic
yaode
taolian
danielle
guanyu
james li
david lee
fedora
jeff
ivan zheng
cheryl phua
jinkang
angela
zai
hongwei
hazm
ruizhang
herman
jason lim
junsheng
peiyi
mr. kevin chua
leonardi
darren ng
kuohua
jiaw
michelle
manfred
edward
arnold
huiying sung
kasturi
samantha heng
chunhui
jolene lee
mindy
shixuan
suern
boonchin
eugene chan
hweesan
tyty
jessica teo
atiqah
fiona
ezzati
alicia lim
xuli
khrisha
wendy
nicholas lim
guankai
kwoksiang
tracy
jiakang
yongxiang
julia
darren lim
yaowei
shuhong
rebecca
clarence tan
huishan
gary soh
kelly
reuben
yizhi
jenny toh
raymond
darren ann
chunyang
malcolm
samantha then
jacky chang
parry
alex tai
jolene
yuansen
the post love:
amy
livia
yixi
fredrick
(i'll add in if i still need to.)
Labels: (:, bacomm, beattyclique, birthday, friends, love
loved; 12:07 AM
♥ Friday, November 06, 2009
mooooosik.
i was listening to this song on my way home,
& it kind of made an impact.
a pretty nice song,
& this singer can really do tons of runs.
no translation this time,
didnt feel like it.
maybe next time?
卢学叡- 可不可以爱我
为什麽如此的安静
为什麽明明想靠近 却还在迟疑
努力的我保持镇定
努力开拓话题
最後却溃不成军
#为什麽如此的美丽
深刻的烙在心里 最温柔的酷刑
每一天无法不想你
连闭上眼睛
怎麽都是你#
*你可不可以爱我
可不可以想我
虽然我对自己没有一点的把握
别害怕我难过
告诉我你真实的感受
至少忐忑已告一段落
你可不可以爱我
可不可以看我
反正看或不看我依然失魂落魄
成全不是美德
拒绝也不是一种罪过
你能给我快乐还是寂寞*
Repeat #*
想念燃烧个不停
我快置身灰烬
你是我的呼吸
Repeat *
你能给我 能给我什麽快乐还是寂寞
im officially going to learn this song (:
loved; 4:10 PM
♥ Thursday, November 05, 2009
if there's a place for me in your life.
it's officially thursday.
was home less than an hour ago :/
& im totally worn out.
woke up at 7am yesterday,
feeling the nerves for BANG! & wasnt able to get back to bed.
(psst, my class only starts at 11am.)
school was darn boring as usual until it was 4pm - BANG! rehearsal.
did more than i thought i would be doing,
but i guess it's all good.
congratulations to all finalists, committee members & helpers,
great show! (:
lucky me, no school on thursdays,
so i get to sleep in!
thank yous:
ronald
klifferd
nigel
matherine
jeff
qingfu
at least, these are the people i get to talk to about stuffs
or just be there some way or another.
love you guys, loads :D
the 101 ways things could have turned out,
but i had gotten none.
do you even know?
but then again,
im afraid that you do.
tell me how?
5days
& still down to nothing.
Labels: (:, ):, bacomm, love, school
loved; 1:00 AM
♥ Monday, November 02, 2009
life staring right at you.
i've been so exhausted these days.
can someone give me another week of holidays,
so i can just sleep it away?
im not exactly at the right mood for the past week too,
you either get to talk a lot to me,
or i just dont utter a word.
a lot have been going on,
life, oh life.
lately,
people have been asking me about my posts,
be it on blog, facebook, twitter or msn.
well the conversation usually goes:
"what's up with the post?"
"nothing."
"who are you refering to?"
"someone."
"is it someone i know, or is it me?"
"do you think it fits you?"
"maybe, somehow."
"then it's you."
"oh."
"nothing."
"who are you refering to?"
"someone."
"is it someone i know, or is it me?"
"do you think it fits you?"
"maybe, somehow."
"then it's you."
"oh."
so yes,
well if you feel it's about you,
then yes it is.
sometimes i write something with no intention of directing it to anyone,
but i guess it does apply to someone somehow.
if it's a negative post/comment,
& you think it's you im talking about,
then do something & quit asking!
loved; 10:08 PM
